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Sun Oct 14, 2007, 7:58 PM
  • Mood: Happy Tears
  • Listening to: Crystal castles - love & caring
  • Reading: Right away monday by Joel Thomas Hynes
  • Eating: finger skin
  • Drinking: saliva
i got my tongue pierced yesterday.
it's a bit swollen and talking is more difficult than usual, also i can't eat unless i am suddenly in the mood of pain-induced convulsions and dizziness unto blackouts.
but it's preeeeeeeetty. :3 <3


nyarrrrr. one of my friends from darkrave likes Dir en grey. -joyjoyjoy-

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i think it's time for an account change...

Wed Oct 10, 2007, 6:55 PM
  • Mood: Resentful
  • Listening to: Simian mobile disco - tits & acid
  • Reading: Right away monday by Joel Thomas Hynes
  • Eating: finger skin
  • Drinking: saliva
stupid dA blocked mature content 'until i turn 18'.

i fucking hate this username anyway.
i'll update back with my new account and new pics.

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-clingy-

Thu Sep 27, 2007, 5:04 PM
  • Mood: Resentful
  • Listening to: Dog day - oh dead life
  • Reading: Right away monday by Joel Thomas Hynes
  • Eating: finger skin
  • Drinking: saliva
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i'm painsickinducingly clingy-huggywuggy as of late.
's annoying. not to people, my school's pretty affectionate, but to me. i don't like being dependent on bodily contact/warmth/comfort from other people. but i like the actual bodily contact/warmth/comfort. <3


bitch, PACHi better get my pics to me soon. imma kill joo all. i wanna update. my dA is a homosexual faggot that likes other male websites.

... i smoke lots more these days. -winning smile- hurrah for the prospect of cancer. best way to die HANDS FUCKING DOWN. BOB AGREES. BOB'S MY BFF. <3

so is...
Apples, Alex, Devin, Justin, PACHi, Chris, Katherine, and a buncha other people yadayada. . n.

people at my school call me cute. e ne; bebebe.


eeenyhuu. imma getting the new ipod touch soon. IT HAS EENTERWEBZ

yeh, 'cause my NIGGA-ASS 3 YEAR OLD IPOD MINI THAT I WAS GOING TO GIVE TO DEVIN BECAUSE HE'S MY BFF AND NEEDS ONE got stolen. fuck the world. <3 ; n;




i was so excited about giving it to Devin, too. and i'm not getting it back for sure, because it's fucking streetsville. you leave it, it leaves you.

i drew Screamy.
Syria is fucking Nessie.
Jericho is my other bff.
Annelies still has gigantic eyes.
Junya is my other bff.
Niuka... decided to stick around. he's really fucked up, i am not so sure he is going to handle it. he fucking... cut a little piece of Rina's skin off and glued/burned it into his own skin. he told me he's going to rob the grave and take Rina out and keep him by his side... show him everything he ever wanted to see. he talks to him all the time. he hasn't slept normally for while. hasn't eaten since Rina went. he's so fucking pretty these days... i know, what a fucked thing to say, but i can't help noticing. it's just when they hit an all time low and begin really fucking up in their heads that i find them most beautiful. iunnoh. iunnoh.


funeral's this coming monday... wear black. i don't fucking care, even, if it's hot out.

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fucky-happy.

Thu Sep 20, 2007, 5:54 PM
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Gogol bordello - wonderlust king
  • Reading: Right away monday by Joel Thomas Hynes
  • Eating: chocolate almonds
  • Drinking: diet cola
waaaaaaaaaaaaa... i wanna smoke.

school is going really well.
i'm getting good marks in french and i have a shitload of new friends and i kinda ditched all the niners i know... to chill with other people who are older and therefore easier to talk to for me.


Devin is so friggin great to talk to. N________N we share so many philosophies, it's a bit insane. WE TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING. BECAUSE WE CAN. .. .. .. and he buys me smokes and listens really well <3 -squeee-

i have a cousin at school now. yeh. we go waaaaaaay back. to this afternoon.
and idunno, there's just a lot of really trippy people i met lately. makes me happieeeeeeeee.


lol today in french. i drew a fleur-de-lis on my knee. <3 it's sexy.
oh and there was a coca-cola truck driving by our window so i was all "COKE TRUCK COKE TRUCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! -SPLODE-" and everyone was lost. 8D;;

i want acid.
i wanna draw.
and smoke and not sleep.



MY IPOD IS CHARGING I HAVE LIKE 75 NEW SONGS NO SLEEP TONIGHT BITCH.
wehh... no news on the Rina issue, but Junya introduced me to his friend Bailey... who introduced me to his friend Jericho... who introduced me to his sister Annelies. not a typo in her name, her mom was dyslexic. <3 they're really awesome. Bailey's like... everyfuckingthing i hate in a person and some really cool shit, so i love him. Jericho is insane. in the best way. and Annelies has fukkin huuuuuuuuge eyes. h'oshit. they're BIG. O_________________________O










i have no homework. -RAPES SOMETHING OUT OF JOY-

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in the depths of trolley wood <3

Tue Sep 11, 2007, 5:53 PM
  • Mood: Resentful
  • Listening to: EISLEY!! - trolley wood
  • Reading: nothing... -wail-
  • Playing: piano on the computer keyboard
  • Eating: grapefruit
  • Drinking: lemonade
school is going well...

i've got the flu.
i was so braindead i couldn't divide 42 by ten, so now the teacher thinks i'm a dumb slut. ;[
and i got beat by people at french... because i had a shitty teacher in grade five? and we were REVIEWING THAT SHIT?
... today wasn't a good day.
my main money source is almost inescapably gone since my stepdad hides his wallet [furtively] in his car.

Niuka decided to stick around until he's done arranging the [very beautiful so far] funeral. haven't talked to him in a bit... he's definitely going to be gone pretty soon though. the funeral shit might take a while... but that changes nothing. no false hopes or anything, but at least now i won't be as hard hit.



i met a Dir en grey fan at school. speak of the unexpected.
i have people call my name too much in the halls, i'm paranoid now and i whirl around like an idiot until i can figure out which direction they're yelling from. half-deaf in one ear, figure.

there's this kid named Devin who goes to raves and is intelligent and plays hand drums and wears russian communism shirts; i talk to him every day almost, nothing solid, however. i wanna hang out with him because he's the only person i feel like showing my pictures to. -shrug- ._.


... i need money. so badly.
i'm losing weight, since i have no money for lunch and don't eat anything but grapefruit and tomatoes at home.
i want green tea.



i've been thinking idealistically lately. no more nihilism for me though, i've lapsed to hedonism. so many isms. no matter how deceiving the delusions of this world are, being happy because of them is better than being miserable. seeing bullshit from sincerity helps, though.

i've been thinking about how i think about people these days. i'm definitely not portraying myself as i'd want to to said people as of right now, but i guess i shouldn't concentrate on that until i'm content and my head is clear. it's stuffy now. flu, Rina, weight loss, money, schoolwork.

-coughs up ovaries-

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